Grueling day of physical therapy. Fell ten times. Cried twice, not counting the time I completely lost it. Lost it (major sobbing, yelling at everybody) once. I am now going to take a shower and have a nap.
UPDATE: After a shower and half an hour lying down, I feel much better. I have my energy back, and I am not hurting. Read that again: After doing more active stuff than I usually manage in three days, and only an hour or two of rest, I am NOT HURTING. Looking forward to good results from this program after all.
UPDATE: I feel so proud of myself for today, and energized! If God wants to test me, He is going to have to make it a lot harder than this.
About Me
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- I am a bipolar, Jewish young adult (had my Hebrew birthday, the one I count, and turned 23 this past January) who also suffers from Reflex Sympathetic Dystrophy. I love life and I live for my best friends: they are my purpose and my reason for trying so hard. I remain passionately devoted to those I love; I will not let my disorders make me totally self-centered. I like to read, write, and sew. My Rabbinical school plans did not work out, and I am now hoping to go into the field of Early Childhood Education. Please note: I am currently maintaining only Carried in His Hands. Enjoy!
2 comments:
I am so proud of you. I know that what you will be doing over the next few weeks will be very hard.
I was thrilled to see that you had some time pain free during your first day of therapy! I hope you will continue to experience such positive events while you're in treatment, and return to us feeling able to do all the things you'd like but haven't been able to do.
K
You're doing great, girl!
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